Life and Everything within It.

Knock, knock, knocccccckkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!

2008-02-14T18:48:00.002-05:00

Today is Valentines Day and my head is pounding. I have a very bad headache and I am so nauseaus. I usually only feel like this on long drives, but for a while now my head has been pounding. I think its probably because I am dehydrated and a deficiency in iron. I don't know, but my head just hurts. Anyway, this day still currently means nothing to me. I mean the holiday, not the day, you understand. I'm not sad, really. I want some flowers for my room though, just a thought. Well here is another portion for my never ending poem. Later.

knock, knock, knock...
anybody there...
I keep on pounding...
will anyone answer...

no more, no more...
I guess, today...
for sooth, my tooth...
the agony and pain...

what am I...
I am...
a woman, a child...
the living King...

God bless everyone and I hope that you all have a wonderful weekend. Bye....

Valentines Day...

2008-02-12T12:46:00.000-05:00

Roses are red, violets are blue...really a violet is blue, is that how that poem goes because I jsut though of it and I find it ironic that violets are blue, shouldn't they be well...violet... Anyway the other overly commercialized holiday is upon us and I am sort of weary of hearing everyone talk of their plans for the day. Who gives about it other than those who truly are in love and want to celebrate it. more to you, but for the rest of us who do not want to celebrate it, it is a drag. I don't have very fond memories of this day and I for one don't want to have to think of them wherever I go.
I don't mind, it's just its all I hear about, other than the news of course and the primaries that have been happening as well as the one today. Vote so that your voice will be heard. right?!
On to other things here is another installment of my poem, lyrics, whatever you can think of. They are all random, so if it doesn't make sense, it's not really suppose to.

Today, i sit and watch the world around me...
All are passing me by...
Who cares about the little things...
Or about those things only you...

Days are passing and what will you...
Something should be done right...
Answer me please, anyone...
I can't hear you speaking...

To be mute is what...
To be deaf is...
Will you be heard...
Speak out!

Busy...Busier...Busiest...

2008-01-25T17:07:00.000-05:00

I have not been able to blog lately because I have been so busy with school and all that goes along with it. I have so many things that I have to do and sometimes I feel so overwhelmed by them. This is about the only time that I have found so far that I have been able to even go online and check on all of the things that I have to check on; namely my bills. Anyway, I so can't wait for the semester to be over. At least, I can't wait for spring break. I plan to go up north for about 4 days or so. I just hope that it wont be so cold when I get there. I seem to always fill my days at school even when I'm not in school, I still have so much homework and other stuff to do for it. Oh well. Here is a little poem or something...

I stood and watched as the world passed me by...

I carried a heavy load and it would not be lighter...

I wonder what you thought of me...

Or did you even see...

The nights are getting colder...

I'm getting lonelier...

I think, maybe...

Some other time perhaps...

I guess that's it...

No more, no less...

Later you'd see...

That it was me right there watching along with you...

Well later all. Hope you liked whatever it was that I just wrote. God bless everyone.

Hassles

2008-01-13T17:25:00.000-05:00

I am currently attempting to drop a class and replace it with another one so that I could still work. I need to work, so the new schedule would help tremendously. I just hope that I am not fined for being so late with my decision to drop the class. I do not want to have to pay a fine for the class. Anyway, my first day back to school is tomorrow and I do not really feel like going. I was stressed out last semester, although, God did truly bless me last semester. I was able to get straight A's in my final grade and it truly showed God's grace to me because it was the toughest and most challenging semester for me ever. I am almost finish with school, but I am debating whether or not to double major, get a minor, or go to work and then graduate school. I am still not sure what I want to do yet. Oh well. More later. I'll write about I'm not sure what yet. Ciao.

Bargain Shopping :)

2008-01-11T11:12:00.000-05:00

Yesterday, I was out with my friends at the mall and I purchased three dresses for less than $11.00. I was very happy and I now have three new dresses that I can wear in like a couple months. Actually, I plan on wearing one of them on Sunday to church. The cost of each was $4.99, $3.49, and $1.49. Happiness. Surprisingly they fit me. Just need to lose some weight for them to fit better. Anyway, here I am typing away. I'm a little bored, well not really. I'm actually just waiting for my friend to finish so we can leave. The chocolate covered altoids are great by the way, if anyone cares; it just that I'm eating one at the moment. Well, more later. God bless.

Worries...

2008-01-09T15:59:00.001-05:00

I know that I'm not suppose to worry, but I am finding myself worrying nevertheless about some things in my life. I know that life is hard especially for someone living on their own and having to pay for rent, utilities and such and I am finding it very difficult. I'm somewhat annoyed with myself because I am thinking about it so much and I truly do not want to have to think about my bills and all that. Oh well. I am holding on to the fact that the Lord will provide for all of my needs and that everything will work out according to His plan. Help will come on whatever form the Lord provides. I'll try to stop worrying and everything will be a-okay. Father, I just praise you and I pray that you would rid me of these worries and that may I hold on to you. I trust in your word and in your promises. Thank you for all that you've done for me and my family. In Jesus name I pray. Amen. God bless everyone.

What a Mess!!!

2008-01-05T00:04:00.000-05:00

I am currently stressed out because I am throwing a birthday party for this person that I know and he needs to clean his room. His room is such a mess. It is so typical of some guys to have such a very messy and disorganized room. I am very upset because he is not getting off his lazy behind and cleaning his room. That is all I ask for. really. Anyway, the cake is almost done and I have to sleep soon to get up for work before the party. The theme is an luau and white and blue, whatever. There will be a lot of people that I do not know because I did not really manage the guest list. More information after the party, I guess. Later and blessings to all. bYE

The Dawn of a New Year

2008-01-03T17:26:00.000-05:00

The new year has arrived and time seems to be flying at a rapid rate. I remember when I was in high school and now it seems as though time has just flown and I am at a stand still. It is 2008 and if one were to look at the number 8 horizontally, it looks like an infinity sign doesn't it. Anyway, the holidays mean that we all hang out with family and friends and and stuff ourselves full of food containing so much calories. I was like most and ate so much. I even went to two parties back to back on new years day, not counting the party I went to new years eve, It is such a trial to refuse to eat, so I always end up eating a little here and there. My friend and I went to this one store that she introduced me too and I ended up purchasing exercise equipment; namely a large ball and a mat. I already have dumbbells and weights at home. It is my goal to start the year of right. I haven't used the items yet, but I will soon. I've been shopping too and I also plan to stop that by leaving my credit cards at home and keeping only one for emergencies with me. Anyway, I will write more later. It is hard to write everyday, but I will try to not let it deter me. So later all and God bless. May His grace and mercy be with everyone.

Another day at the mall

2007-12-28T20:10:00.000-05:00

Yesterday, my family and I went to three different malls as well as a shopping center. Today we went to one mall and a shopping center. It was a very busy time of shopping. We spent almost three hours in the mall. I bought alot of things again. They have the best deals this week because of the after christmas sales. Shopping is great especially when there are deals to be had. The mall was packed today and yesterday and it was somewhat disconcerting to find that the malls were filled because it is weekdays and it is earlier in the day. Oh well, shopping is fun either way its just irritating when you have to wait a long time in the lines. More later...I'm about to go out shopping again. On second thought, I should leave my credit cards behind so that I don't shop 'till I drop. I'm going to have to think about it I guess. God bless and shop happy.

What do you think when I say the word...

2007-12-27T19:41:00.000-05:00

What do you think of when I say the word...Black...

Some of the people I asked this question too responded with another word. These words are death and white. It is the symbolism of the word that creates the response. Black for death is a symbol of the end of a life, end of a time, suffering and so on and so forth. White for black is just the opposite of the color and its entire meaning. White is a happy color and not as dreary as the color black. In regards to cars, I have been told that dirt shows up more on a black car than it does a white car. Pretty random information isn't it. Oh well. Later and more randomness at another time. Ciao.

a day at the malls

2007-12-27T19:28:00.000-05:00

This morning i had a plan to go shopping already. I planned to go to this one particular mall because it had two of the stores that I wanted to visit. I had coupons to these stores and I wanted to take advantage of them. I purchased alot of this at low prices and I was very happy with my purchases. We then decided, my friends and I (my family), to visit another mall and see if a certain bag by Michael Kors was there. The bag was not there and so, we walked around the mall and I bought some make up. We then decided that we wanted to go to Circuit City to see if a N 800 or a n810 was there and a couple other things. Well, the store did not have the items on hand, so right now at home they are on the internet looking for those things. Back to shopping, after Circuit City, we went to the last mall of the day and I ended up buying 17 pieces of clothing at New York & Company because the store was closing in that area and all items were 70 to 80 percent off. That was an awesome deal and I was very happy with my purchases. I just alot of money though. I plan on not going to any more malls for a while because christmas and after christmas shopping has so wiped my credit cards out. They seriously need a break. I do too. Well this is the extent of my shopping for today. We went to so many stores in the amount of time that we spent outside and that was about 6 1/2 hours. It has been an awesome day so far. I am tired at the moment and I will be resting soon. Later all and God bless.

So what did you get?

2007-12-24T22:41:00.000-05:00

The date is December 24, 2007 and it is Christmas Eve. We are currently celebrating the holiday by stuffing our mouths full of so much food and opening presents too. I was thinking of another time and another place where my family and I were also opening up presents. When I first signed on to the web, I saw a site for the best way to rewrap and regift presents that you've received this season. I hope that everyone received a gift that they truly like and appreciate, if not, just know that it is better to give than it is to receive. Also, remember that this season is not about the gifts or the parties or the general chaos that usually happens, but about the savior's birth. Take care everyone and God bless. A very merry christmas to all and to all a good night.

A Passing

2007-12-19T09:26:00.000-05:00

I just found out that someone I had met a couple years ago, died. I knew this person and it saddens me to know how this person died. I know that life is hard and with the holiday season it is even harder for some people, but to commit the ultimate act is just so depressing. Imagine thinking that your life is so ahead of you and then finding yourself thinking of your mortality. It reminds me of when my classmate died in a car accident and I found out about it. It seems that death would always be around and it is not that I am immune to knowing it, it is just my not wanting to think about it. I know that I am not explaining myself so clearly right now. Oh well. All that we can all do is to just seek after God and to trust in him and know that he knows how everything will turn out. Take care everyone and celebrate each and everyday in happiness and joy, leaving anger far behind and forgetting all trespasses. God bless everyone.

Christmas and Gifts.

2007-12-14T14:19:00.000-05:00

Every year we go out to go shopping for the people in our lives and we end up spending so much money on those gifts that we buy. Most of us are using credit cards too to buy those gifts. We are becoming so much in debt that is it any wonder that we are so stressed during the holidays. The holidays is one of the most stressful times on the year for anyone and I can't imagine anyone not being stressed whether it is a good kind or bad kind of stress. Having to budget and what not is such a hassle. Wondering whether or not I have enough money in the bank and how much more I can use on my credit card gives me such a headache, but I like to shop and I only ever really do this type of shopping on Christmas so I somewaht mollify myself and those around me with that excuse, I guess. Turning on the television I see so many infomercials and weight loss products for sale that I have now barely turned on the television, there is nothing much to see on it anyway. Well, more of thoughts later. Comment if you wish on any of my blogs, I like to read what people think. Later...

Thoughts for now

2007-12-14T13:58:00.000-05:00

This guy just entered the door and I couldn't see his face, but he suddenly reminded me of someone. I don't know who really, but it was a really important person whom he reminded me of. Oh well, maybe I'll see whoevever it is and remember again next time. ... Next thought. I wonder if anyone ever wonders who came up with the letters on a keyboard. I mean, why is it that the main keys are a, s, d, f, j, k, l, ;, and not some other letters. Why do we learn to type the way we do in all of the computer classes that we take? My teacher probably told me the reason why, but I highly doubt it. So here I am typing in the correct manner in a moderate speed and I remember when I use to just pluck the keys using only two fingers, my index fingers. Now, I can't really type like that because I am no longer use to it. Random thoughts for the random events of life. A smiley face for you :). I'm looking out the window and the day is bright and sunny and I should probably go outside instead of being cooped up inside infront of the computer. I do plan on going outside though, really. Another quick thought...the news today is so depressing. Most of the news seems to be centered on celebrities and their lives as well as gossip and innuendos. It has gone completely crazy lately I think. Well enough for now. Later again.

How was your day?...!

2007-12-13T15:43:00.000-05:00

Everyday, you go around and people will most likely ask you 'how was your day?' Well, here is my answer. My day was the same as it was yesterday. I woke up, got dressed, drove around, ate, and now getting ready to go to work. Life is great and things within in it are great, but sometimes, I want a change from the norm, to see a different world or something like that. I was watching a movie and the main thing in the movie was that the people traveled through time, well their memories did. If we could physically travel through time, what would we change? Would we still go to war, fight, make up, fight again, and use up valuable resources or would we be smart enough to leave things as they are, to appreciate the good things in life. Do we go around ignoring people, thinking that they don't care or do we simply just exist? Life is life and everything within it is just a part of the life that we have. No more no less. Here is a quote I recently remembered by Descartes..."I think therefore I am." Think, breate, exist and coexist in happiness and harmony filled with grace.